lostmymarbles

Sat, 28 Aug 2004 05:20:47 GMT

hey its me again
well the weeks gone by really slow. twas aight.
then today came, worst day of the week so far. i think im just ramblin on bc i dont think anyone reads this. neways went to the game talked to people then went to 5th quarter. it was the gayest thing ever. i kept thinking that i only have like 3 friends which really sucks and i guess that means i got no social life. haha funny. nope. maybe. i dont know. well got a little depressed at 5th qt. now im at home. feeling pretty down the in the dumps. no one ever talks to me any more it seems like. i dont know its just weird. ive never felt this way before. or i havent felt like this in a long time. i never talk to anybody online anymore. i guess im just not the same which is gay. why does everyone gotta change and shit like that. i mean i want everything like it use to be.life sucks right now. but o well. its the way it was meant to be. so ya
i guess im goin to go right now. perfect time to right a song right??
haha. ok still got humor thats good. haha.
well im gone.
i guess ill try to talk to yall later.

ok

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 02:44:15 GMT

ok i am tired of getting on aim and having nobody to talk to. its so boring. im just gonna stay off of it and dont get on there until prolly fall break maybe. i hate it. its boring as hell. so no more aim for me.
just my lj which i update like every 2 months. but it seems like nobody reads these so i might stop this to...
ok well no more aim and if i dont talk to yall ever again yall are all cool and i will definately miss yall.
peace and goodbye

yo

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 04:51:34 GMT

well well well once again ive gone a long time without updating. lets see. school started and last week was the whole first week. its aight. not much but school. went bowling friday night with aaron and chris it was fun. then came home and threw baseball and watched larry the cable guy. he is so hilarious. then went to see OPEN WATER today. nobody ever go see that movie. it is the worst movie ever. there is no point to it except for them floating around the whole movie. ok thats enough. im am going to leave yall with songs from out band. they are cool. but we dont have a band name yet it might be something. ahha. ok here i go

DREAMS FOR KINGS
when i wake, from this dream
will you smile, still fill my heart?
will you stay with me, over the road?
still be in your thoughts, when im in the sky

should i wake
should i wake
i will still love you

underneath it all, is there still love?
underneath it all, is there still life?
i wont forget you, if you forget me
when i see you, will it be real...

its still in the works and still have to make some changes but thats it pretty much. the second one is...

DAYS WILL LEAVE
IF childrens dreams bleed
the angels will sing for their soul
and this day will leave.
ive always fwaited for the day
the time when the day will break
its all for my sake to lay down and scream

its all for my sake to go to the redeemer
when i have times in need what do i see in her
im slipping off the edge, falling in the black hole
its spinning through my head, spinnin through my soul
everythin is so dry, everthing so plain
dont make me cry, please dont make me scream.

and once again thats still in the works too and more changes but yea
hopefully if we get these songs together we are going to my cousins in dothan(who has a recording company) and record our EP. but thats a be maybe

well this must me the longest i have ever done
i will leave with this from larry the cable guy..
donny the retard
had an eight pound water head
hes five foot three
and he said to me
I LIKE TATER TOTS HAHA

whats up people

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 04:29:16 GMT

holy mackeral i havent updated in a buttload of time.
well its summer and school is about 2 weeks away and i wish it wasnt.
summer has been pretty boring though. mostly just waking up and watching tv and stuff like that. still havent gotten done with summer reading but who cares. haha. well the band is no more but i think im fixen to be in a new one along witht the first one but we havent met in almost half a year so ya i think thats all for that one. i found out a new band and i really like them. theyre called haste the day. sound like zao but they sing a little bit. goin to the galleria tomorrow wit aaron and zac and goin ding dong ditch at the wynfrey so if anyone wants to join in just show up well be there. ive been driving my car lately alot and im gettin use to it. i cant wait till i get my license. i have also gotten a job since i last updated. its at the rave on 280 so yall come visit. i havent hung out wit anyone except for aaron chris and amber. and that pretty much. which sux bc i was really looking forward to hanging with more people but o well.
neways i guess that enough for right now. i promise ill start updating more.
im going to leave with something i really like.
without Him your whole world falls to dust.

hi

Sun, 18 Apr 2004 03:41:11 GMT

well havent updated in a long ass time.
been doing other things so im gonna update now
last couple have weeks have been odd
ive been like quiet
dont know why but have
but they were cool
been driving alot with my car
i humped it the other day
my bands playing in BOB.
i hope we win
dont really talk to much people anymore
the ones i use to talk a buttload to im not anymore
have nothing to talk about really
im sorry if thats you
i went to the senior night soccer game the other day
had to do give me 5
we one 4-0
ha
blowout
going to church tomorrow
hopefully seeing the punisher too
yay
still havent seen the passion yet though
need to
and thank you for all the people who have been there and cared about me through thick and thin
i thank yall from the bottom of my heart
and if u read this pl respond i would like to know who is reading my journal
and if ur one of the people i thanked u can say something too
u know who u are
well expo is next weekend
cant wait
the bullet is back in town
wooo hooo
ok
bye

ya

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 03:27:25 GMT

wow havent updated in a while
well lets see how to begin
2 sundays ago i got in a wreck with jeff on the way to church
airbags came out nobody hurt
then last week i was kinda depressed at times
i guess bc of the wreck or something
i swear only about 6 people care i that much
i guess thats enough
who knows
high school brings changes people alot
friends i thought i had are gone now
but neways
it was just normal school last week
then friday the band met
were getting there on a song
but personaly i dont really like the rift
it wont go good with words
and then saturday went to sarahs
cool place
played football
sorry amber for the lip thing
and sorry if i looked depressed or whatever
but nehow
todays monday, mothers bday
and 1 month and 6 days til my permit
yay
and what else
bio test tomorrow
i can already see my score
76 ouch
may be going to atlanta fest
have to see how that turns out
and ya
thats about it
until next time
dont argue with ur mom or shell get mad

suday!!

Sun, 11 Jan 2004 23:31:57 GMT

ya well today i went to church. gotta love it. then me my parental and jeff and his parentals went to golden coral and ate. didnt eat much. had no okra. damn. ya well then me and jeff were going down 119 and we noticed there was this hott as hell girl right next to us so we rev the engine she laughed. and we kinda raced. jeff beat her and she caught up and i waved to her and she was like ur hott. hahaha. ya so then she turned and we went to 280 to go to the christian store. jeff turned onto 280 and gunned it right after i said police. but he thought i said please for no reason. and we got to the BH redlight and we heard these sirens. so we start going slow on 280 and my legs were numb. so the policemen catches up to us and passes us. and that scared the piss outta me bc i hate cops. scary like clowns. well then went to the christian store and bout skillet and went to lessons. then came home and did my stupid english essay. yes i am done. score!!. and here i am.
o and i heard about u and alex amber. shame sahme. same bed. wow. o
and yesterday, i went paintballing with aaron and went to this kid named z's house. hes like 12 and beat us up in paintball. ya well ma aaron and z was vs. a junior and z's brother. and z didnt have a hopper and he hid in the barn
and so me and aaron got out and they couldnt find z and he shot his brother with one shot. and reloaded. and came out and surrenederd ryna. haha wow. ya i got 3 welts. one bled. o ya. and aaron got shot in the ass. hahaha. funny. ya well im going now. long enough i think
ok
bye

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 23:22:22 GMT

ya well today was the second day of school.
tired as hell.
have a big german paper that i gotta do and it sucks.
ya well i went to the orthodontist today and i get my braces off on febuary 16.
3 cheers for me.
ya get my retainer and all that.
ya well thats mostly it for now. ill update later
im pressing enter to make it look longer
haha
o and had a parental fight on the way home on when i should do my homework.
ya aaron u woulda laughed ur ass off on this one

peace

whoah

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 01:15:36 GMT

haha hey sorry bout that
2 entries
and the color
wow
umm i need help bc this color thing is so confusing
so ya
plz help

hi

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 01:10:30 GMT

hi

Thu, 08 Jan 2004 01:06:44 GMT

umm hi
my name is drew
and i have a belly button
ya
well today i went to school, first day back, boring as hell, got homework too, and ya over the break was the same ol' same ol' stuff drew does everyday, sit at home and be bored out of my mind. ya. went paintballing one day, then my friend from atlanta came over. known him since i was 2 i think, i kno i kno, long time. well we played video games and then, drew decides to go to the galleria and my friends never been so i decide to have some fun and run away, but u see my friend isnt really a runner haha. so he decides to stay and walk
so i get around the corner and hide and i waited and waited and waited. never came. and i looked and looked but no friend could be found. so after 30 minutes i go to the arcade and theyre he is playing that dance thingy.
ha remindes me of my 10th bday. so many memories
hey well i guess thats long enough.ha
ya and hopefully going to the movies friday. well have to see
neways
always wash behind ur ears so u dont get dirty underwear.
ha
no idea
peace